想不到今個學期的GPA這麼快就寄來，打開一看，早已料到，還是很差。每個學期的成績都是每況越下，換句話說，就是今個學期是入讀大學以來最差的一次。尤其是這個學期，全部都是主修科目，成績差是早知道的。不過，唯一的非主修科目，中譯英的接續傳譯，也是考得一塌胡塗。（但認真的想想，這科付出的努力的確有限，不可怨尤的，要怪也只能怪罪於這個學期早被主修科強佔了。）
明天西班牙課程考中期試，還是收拾心情，認真溫習。要是在暑期班也只能拿一個D/D+，那就真是嗚呼哀哉。
To be a normal one…
Recently, I have just found that there are so many tigers and dragons in CUHK (臥虎藏龍). My friends, classmates are EAS students, Medic Students, or the outstanding one. Compare with them, simply in other word, I am one of the worst students here. The GPA wasn’t satisfactory. I tried to make effort to those subjects that I like, but others would just say you should concentrate on your own major. I tried to make effort to those major subjects that I hate, but the result was fatal. However, I think it would be much better not to comparing myself with others. Being the normal one would be good enough.
最近，我才得知原來我的同學仔當中有一個EAS進來的，兩年來試讀了三個不同的學系，轉系又再轉系。對於我來說，這的確令人妒忌。不過每個人要走的路不同，世界是公平的，天才顯出的是叫人容易看得見的天才，但每人總有其優勝之處。至於別人能否看得出來、或是自己能否察覺出來，那又是另一回事。只要演好自己的角色就好了。I am trying my best to act myself. ¡Debo ser optimismo!
這麼遠，那麼近
週末回家，連續數天看著電視新聞，一幕幕驚心的影像在小立方箱上呈現。大地怒吼，地面撕裂，高樓大廈在短短一瞬間被吞噬，看著電視的全球人們都為之惻然。不論災後的應變工作是否做得完善，但傷的已傷，離世的也已離世，淒楚像是每晚在廢墟中迴響。
此時此刻，不知道仍有多少人埋在瓦礫下。他們喊叫的聲音仍顯無力，本抱著滿腔希望，看著隙縫中，由日變夜，再由夜變日，日月交替，第一天過去了，沒有水， 沒有食物，手腳都被壓住，口乾得有點發麻。整天的喊叫似乎無人能聽見，靜夜之中，只聞自己沙啞的喘氣聲。光從隙縫中滲入，雙眼仍沒法適應，瞇著眼，盼望救 災人員的身影出現，可是乾等的又是一整天。夜幕低垂，信心似乎碰上了考驗。晚風呼嘯，竟與飢餓的腸胃共鳴，被遺忘的胃臟發出絞痛，但身邊有的只是水泥、石 塊，幻覺漸現，而且來得越來越真實。舌尖的味蕾像是回到數天前的飯桌上，蔬菜的青澀味、肉類的鮮味，乾燥的口唇掛念著自來水的方便，哪怕只是一滴也好。
氣力沒了，希望也沒了，靜靜地躺在瓦礫當中，壓在身上的石板不再沉重。無言地等，一天、兩天，直到燈枯油盡的那一天。
祝福那些仍具有生存意志卻困在瓦礫下的人
A night for thinking deeply…
I have no ideas, but I just wanna write this diary in English.
Tonight, I had dinner with a friend. It was quite surprising that when she called me this afternoon. I just wonder that she still stays in CUHK, but not having fun with others outside. Anyway, we had a good dinner time at night.
We chatted and joked with different topics, but finally we came to a serious one. Honestly, it is the matter that I have never thought before. To make it clear, 「I am so confused with such matter.」 As I remembered, it had made a visit to me a long time ago. However, I pretended to not noticing it, trying to ignore it. And I let it pass through my heart, my soul till everything turns back to its origin, as if nothing has happened.
I can’t imagine how it is going to be… Why is life so complicated?
還是失落…
…為甚麼期待已久的西班牙文課程並不如想像般？
有點失落…不過，我想大概原因也不是單單這個。
暑假開始，有好一陣子會見不到親愛的同學們。
有些人將要離開香港，臨離別前，可以相處的機會好像特別多。
但，總是有點說不出的離愁別緒。為甚麼？為甚麼？
很想跟大夥兒一同玩，很想跟大夥兒一同「捱通宵」
從來沒變過的是，我仍然對訊息工程這個學科沒甚麼好感。
可是，我想我真的喜歡這裡的一群人。(別說我撒謊，我對某些人還是持偏見態度)
¡Disfruta en las vacaciones de verano!